It's thursday and I am so glad. No work, no school today! Thank you thank youuuu! I needed this day off so badly. I've done absolutely nothing progressive today besides gone to the gym, but when the fuck was the last time I didn't do shit all day and relaxed? Umm... I don't remember that day. It doesn't happen very often.
I'm excited for tonight cause we're all going to Dad's garage. Improve time! Last week was very funny. We're also having dinner with Kat and Drue. I'm gonna miss Kat so much when she moves to Kansas, but it will give us a good reason to Road trip out there.
Speaking of road trips... Steven, Lisa, Allen and I are going to road trip to Utah within the next month. Steven has some friends up there. Holy shit I'm so stoked. It's going to be a shit ton of fun. I'm finally putting my video-camera to good use! And then sometime after Utah we're road tripping to Tennessee. I've heard many great things about TN, and I can't wait to visit. Lisa's got some people up there we can stay with. Dude, staying for free is awesome. I hate hotels, they give me the creeps.
So school is going alright. So far I've received all A's and B's. I know I bombed my 2110 mid-term. Holy shit it was so difficult. No word bank???? Yet spelling counts? What the fuck? My teacher must be smoking crack.
I am going to quit the picture people by the end of this month. I can't deal with bullshit anymore. My manager is such a bitch and only bosses people around. Bitch, this store runs because of me and the other employees. She has no appreciation for her employees. Also gas is killing me. 22 miles to get there. That makes it 44 miles round-trip. Not worth it. I got a job at the Town Center mall at a children's clothing store. 2.7 miles from my place, much better. Plus I'll still be working with children, whom I really love.
My friend from High school passed away two Sundays ago. She had just turned 21. I went to her viewing and it was surreal. I couldn't stand looking at her in the casket. It's like you don't want to believe what you're seeing because you don't want to believe they're dead. She wasn't my best friend throughout High school but she was a friend, and she didn't deserve to pass away so young. I know at least 5 or 6 people that have passed away since High school. It's so fucking sad. It makes you appreciate your life so much more. I'm so happy just to be here, and be alive. We take life for granted. We will all miss Jaimie so very much.
I'm sorry that was a sad paragraph...
I'm not sure what else has been going on in my life. I miss my family so much. I haven't been home in three weeks because I've been so fucking busy with school and work. I wish I didn't have to work and that money wasn't an issue. I talked to my grandma last night and I told her that school was rough, and she said she would pray for me. It made me tear up because I love my grandmother so much. She is my second mother, she always has been. I pray and hope to god that she will be with us next summer so that she can accompany me on my trip back to Bosnia. My aunt plans on coming too. It would be such a great trip for all of us to take. I can't wait to see family I haven't seen in over ten years. I can't wait to see my grandma's old house I played in. The house that my family and I grew up in was destroyed during the war, but I think it would be neat to still visit the sourrounding areas. I pray for this trip all the time. I need to so badly.
I'm trying to get back into photography. I haven't lost interest, I've just lost time. I don't remember the last time I took a photo, or went out on a photo shoot. What the hell is wrong with me? I really love the human body so I'm just playing around with the shapes and curves. That's why I'm doing a series of the human body...
And that is what I leave you with.
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